11.19.2003 So, I just got offered a second part time job, at Hot Topic. And I took it. Crazy random occurance, but. I'm happy about it, the extra paychecks, and all. Mmmm, 40% discount.... 11:42 AM is it enough to die? 11.3.2003 JGDLSHALJDHSFLA. ..... I have a boy. >) 8:13 AM is it enough to die? 10.16.2003 Grr. Grrrrr. Just. Fucking GRRRRRRR. Not happy. >/ Extremely annoyed. No patience left. Rar. 10:31 PM is it enough to die? 10.10.2003 My hair is all gone ;__; Well. a good five or six inches, the majority of my hair, is gone. Just enough is left on my head to be able to tuck behind my ears. I do like the new haircut though, because it's cute, and it cuts about a half hour off my neurotic blow drying/straightening tactics. I wish I had straight hair. ::sigh:: In other news, my dad is driving all the way from NYC to visit me, for the weekend. He's in between projects and has nothing better to do, we have a new car, and it's cheaper than flying, so it seemed like a good idea. That being said, he probably should have been here about TWO HOURS AGO. I keep telling myself it's probably Chicago traffic, or something, but my father is notorious for not calling me when he's supposed to, i.e. when I'm expecting him. He did the exact same thing last year. ((Good timing, Dad. Way to go. Just as I type up that last paragraph, he calls me to tell me he's nowhere near Madison, but has in fact just spent about 4 hours in, pin-pon I guessed it, Chicago traffic. Oh well, at least I know he's not dead or in trouble...)) So this weekend will hopefully be a good one, as Daddy will help me with some of this college stuff I have to do, take me out to eat and buy me groceries (and possibly clothes because I NEED them, I have no clothes.) It's Homecoming weekend which means Saturday is game day and that's gonna be hell for us to deal with, and he wants to see Chicago, so we might run away there for the day. Besides, then I can guilt him into taking me to Mitsuwa on the way back, or something, because I've never been. :) 6:29 PM is it enough to die? 9.19.2003 OMG I love Roni's new blog layout. ::jealous as fuck:: 10:40 PM is it enough to die? 9.16.2003 L.A. was a blast, though my daddy didn't win. Oh well. His mixer did, and thanked him in his acceptance speech, and just to see his name announced was cool. I wish the weekend had been days longer, so I could have seen everything I didn't get the chance to (which was quite alot). I hate to say it, but I've given up on the Baiken costume. I couldn't find any decent kimonos that could be altered correctly, and while I have the perfect pattern for it, my sewing machine is in New York, which makes sewing the costume significantly harder. Plus, I probably don't have enough time or funds left before the con to actually pull it off. And that sucks, because I really did want to cosplay Baiken. She's my bitchy drunk baby, and I love her to death, besides which I haven't done a decent cosplay in YEARS, and I wanted to be part of the GG group we were going to do at AWA. Oh well, that goes on my list of costumes I will try to do, at some point, with much more planning involved beforehand. At least I'll be able to walk around in street clothes and be comfortable. And besides, it seems the group is falling apart, somewhat. I'm waiting for Luke to send me my ticket because he can't come now, and that worries me a bit. I hope it makes it here on time. In other news work is delightfully slow, I might actually make my own website this century, I already want school to be over, and have become addicted to internet shopping. Stupid Ebay and Amazon. Bastards. 6:13 PM is it enough to die? 9.6.2003 Wow. Been a while, hasn't it. Long story short: Am at college, have food, and cool apartment deal this year, and same great friends, and pretty damn decent classes. Short story long: OMG I am getting my tickets to AWA this week and I HAVE NOT EVEN STARTED MY BAIKEN COSTUME YET. Fucking hell. And, I'm going to LA next weekend for the Emmys with my father, which means one less weekend to be able to work on it, PLUS my sewing machine is currently in New York City. HOW THE HELL do I make a kimono with details, sandals, wristguards, and a huge head of long, flaming pink hair, not to mention a fake katana and possibly a fake claw, in about TWO WEEKS?!?! Seriously. Email link's at the bottom. SOMEBODY HELP. I NEED SUGGESTIONS, COMMENTS, ANYTHING. Gah. 10:40 PM is it enough to die? 7.31.2003 Tomorrow is my last day of work, and Saturday I am heading to the North Carolina coast to spend two weeks at the beach, being bored out of my mind but getting some desperately needed R&R. Though, I'll be bringing the usual array of sketchbooks, as well as my various cameras and a sewing machine, as I plan to go put a dent in my father's credit card at Wal-Mart buying fabric and other stuff to get a start on these damn costumes already. And speaking of which. Mar! IM me! Email me! We need to work out the last few kinks in the plan, as to when we're meeting up and how long I'm staying with you, and stuff. ::glompcling:: 9:52 PM is it enough to die? 7.19.2003 ::squeee:: MY DAD HAS BEEN NOMINATED FOR AN EMMY!!! I am so proud of him. ::bounce:: 8:01 AM is it enough to die? 7.8.2003 my Baiken costume is all planned. The pattern has been found. The sewing machine is set up. The material just needs to be bought. And the katana. And the face paint. And the shoes and wristguards must be built. But that is all planned, too. Now, just one little decision remains. Do I dye my hair pink, or just buy a wig? Either way it'll cost money, and while I'd like to go pink for a while, my hair isn't nearly long enough to be Baiken. I've got the bangs, just not the huge ponytail. So perhaps a wig would just be better. I don't know. HELP people, I need opinions. 10:53 PM is it enough to die? 6.23.2003 Okay, so. I got a job! It's a full time job, which means there goes my summer. And that sucks. But. I still got a job! And I will have money! Rejoice! It's a receptionist position at this chic and expensive little hair salon on Madison Avenue, run and operated by all these hot, young (and admittedly very gay) adorable Japanese guys. Who all said they'd help me practice my Japanese while we work. Eeheeheehee. >) Over all, it looks like it'll be decent fun, probably good pay. I'm not terribly thrilled because working full time every day was not what I had planned for my summer, but. Whatever. No choice, at this point. I start tomorrow. Everyone send good karma my way! 11:15 PM is it enough to die? 6.14.2003 It's like a little light switch has been clicked on in my brain. I suddenly understand the whole concept behind video games. I understand how to really play them, how to do special moves in all those crazy button sequences. Up until now my general strategy for any sort of fighting video game was smash alot of random buttons really fast and hope for the best. But this is a whole lot better, and getting me a hell of alot further. Also, memory cards are genius. I am finally getting close to beating GGX2, if you can really beat it. All I know is, I have figure out how to kick I-No's ass around the block and have done so on several occasions, already. Rock. :D 10:37 PM is it enough to die? 6.7.2003 Update: Am taking two Japanese classes a week until August, at the Japan Society in the city, as so I do not get rusty and completely bomb Japanese next fall. No summer job, yet. Am looking. Hoping for some of the millions of job apps I've been filling out will be fruitful. Am going to the gym every day now, in hopes of actually being something other than horrific in a bathing suit, this summer. Also hoping I will slim down enough to make cosplaying Baiken and Haruko a real possibility. Am shooting to lose 20 pounds by August. Need to stop snacking on crackers. Still cannot beat I-No. On BEGINNER mode. My brother managed to do it. With I-No. I suck. Grrr. Did beat story mode with her, though. Still not King. 9:20 PM is it enough to die? 5.29.2003 Tomorrow is my 19th birthday! Wheeeee. 11:44 AM is it enough to die? 5.21.2003 Well, nevermind then. My life is still a complete and utter mess, but I feel slightly better today. I just needed to post because I decided to try and alter the code in my blog minorly myself, and it finally decided to show up! Grah. ::kicks it:: At least it worked at all. So I can sort of understand HTML a little bit more, now. Also, we finally got a PS2 for christmas, and I bought my brother GGX2 for his birthday. So what if it was sorta for myself, as well. :) We can play it together, and bond! Yeah, whatever. Half the time we're fighting over who gets to play, because he also got The Matrix and that's a downright orgasmic game. I'm just frustrated because I suck at video games in general, and I have yet to beat GGX2 on arcade, no matter WHO I use. Argh. Anyways. It's my birthday in about a week. I nearly forgot. And I'm almost dreading it. I don't want to be miserable on my birthday. Or lonely. But it looks like I will be, because all my friends are having so much fun that none of them want to come home from college. I wish I was so happy at college, that I never wanted to leave. As it is, I want to bomb the state of Wisconsin. ::sigh:: 5:49 PM is it enough to die? 5.20.2003 It probably won't matter to anyone, because I'm not sure anyone reads this, but I'm just going to put it down anyways. I'm going to stop writing entries for a bit. Could be a day, could be a week, I don't know. Basically, I just need to deal with the utter mess my life has become. And figure out what the hell I'm going to do with myself. Because I can't even piece my mind together for long enough to write a coherent entry in my blog. I'm not that difficult to reach, if anyone is really interested enough in my life to ask. 11:11 PM is it enough to die? 5.15.2003 Well. I have officially completed my freshman year of college. Whoop-dee-fucking-do. I hate my life. 1:46 AM is it enough to die? 5.9.2003 Three finals down. Raaaaar. Think they went decently (at least I'm pretty sure I didn't make a complete fool of myself.) I know I've secured myself at least a B/C in Bowling, which is really good considering I joined the class late and they counted about ten missed classes against me. Bill said I was probably going to get an F, but I made some of them up, and those few high scores helped as well. I think both my Geology classes will be okay, too. Japanese is my biggest leap. Two more finals to go. Sunday night, and Monday. If any weekend was the one to study my ass off, this would be it. Guh. I am so ready for school to be over. 11:43 AM is it enough to die? 4.30.2003 Yes, I am xposting but. I BOWLED A 197. Take that, biznatches! 11:38 AM is it enough to die? 4.29.2003 Ahahaha I am all music-ified! There are SO many good bands coming to NYC this summer, that I'll be in town for! So far Motion City Soundtrack, Hot Hot Heat, and The White Stripes, though Lord knows that's going to be soooo expensive. Searching down tickets starts now. Or very soon. I'm putting it on my summer list of projects and things to get done. ::swirls:: Anyways. Wheee hyper, and I'm off to Bowling class! :D Everyone send me good vibes. I need another 140+ score, for my top ten. 11:47 AM is it enough to die? 4.21.2003 I cannot put into words how much I loathe school and want it to be over with, already, so I can go home and have a room to myself and catch up on sleep and eat real food and be in the city I love and not have a thing in the world to worry about. Argh. 4:55 PM is it enough to die? 4.13.2003 I GOT A TATTOO. Whoo. Go me. I have taken another step down the path of social delinquancy. Or so my parents think. I think it's cute. :) http://www.imgmag.net/images/fsquadchelsea/hannahtat.jpg I apologize for the fact that this picture of me is HIDEOUSLY UGLY, and that you can't see my tattooist's face, because he's bent over and that big black circle is the top of his bowler hat. But he was adorable. Rar. img src="http://www.imgmag.net/images/fsquadchelsea/hannahtat2.jpg Here, fishy fishy fishy... 8:23 PM is it enough to die? 4.8.2003 It's snowing. It's fucking SNOWING, in APRIL. We've been having a four day blizzard, since Friday. It still hasn't stopped. There was three inches of slush that I had to trudge through, to get to class, today. Argh! Someone remind me why the Hell I thought moving to Wisconsin would be a good idea? ::mournfully puts away all the springy clothes she just splurged on:: P.S. Am happy, though, because Chelsea and I went to make our tattoo appointments. Saturday, baby. And this place is.... SO fucking rad. It's the shit. I fell in love the second I walked in. Am nervous as all hell, but incredibly excited. Cannot wait. Will post pictures of it all on my LJ. :) 1:42 AM is it enough to die? 4.1.2003 It is warm out, finally. I am so so happy. Must go buy sandals and pull out the short skirts. Wheee! I've been volunteering to work a shitload of overtime this past week, because I really need the extra cash. Worked 8 hour shifts, the last two days in a row. Planning on working some more overtime the rest of this week, too, if I can also manage to study for my stupid fucking japanese midterm. But, all the long hours being blinded by copying machines will be worth it in a month, when I get my big fat paycheck. And that is when Chelsea and Sam and I go to get our tattoos. :D I can't wait. I'm so excited. They are all awesome ideas. Despite the fact that my mom has been sending me all these loads of medical emails about them to try and discourage me, and the fact that I'm a little reluctant to think about all the pain and blood involved, I can't wait. This is college, time to do impulsive things. I've always known I wanted to get one, some day, and I've completely fallen in love with the pattern I'm getting. It's my default icon on LJ, if any of you are interested in looking, now. Otherwise I'll post a pic, as soon as I can find somewhere to upload one. x____x; Jesus fuck, I need my own domain name. I think, if I have a good solid chunk from my job in savings where I can leave it, so I won't be completely broke, and then if I have the extra money after that, I might buy one. Just need to think of a name. And find myself some html skills. ::sigh:: 3:58 PM is it enough to die? 3.27.2003 First of all, thank you thank you thank you, Roni. You are my savior, noodle. So, today I finished the last of my college applications and got them in the mail, with plenty of time left before the deadline. And I turned in all my homework, late and otherwise. And I bowled the best score of my life, which I will be graded on, right when the teacher was looking. He actually gave me praise, and that is very rare. I didn't cut a single class, I was on time to all of them, and I didn't fall asleep in Geology once. ... I should feel insanely proud of myself. I should feel, at the least, accomplished that I've actually done something right, done something well, without procrastinating until the last minute and fucking up my future. I should really feel alot less depressed than I do. 4:44 PM is it enough to die? 3.24.2003 Concerning Vash and Knives. (Because I was randomly watching the last Trigun DVD with Mike and Chelsea, yesterday.And of course I cried at Wolfwood's death, again, and Chelsea thought I was completely insane.She doesn't know how much we all love him.) Me: "Aw, but they're so cute as babies!" Chelsea: "Yeah, but now they both look like Billy Idol gone horribly wrong." 11:49 AM is it enough to die? 3.23.2003 Blorg. So I was in NYC this week for spring break, which was all around rather lovely, and kept me in the longest continual good mood I've had in a long time. My mother and I didn't butt heads on much, which was also lovely. I got to see friends, and detox from all the stress and sickness I had going on. So I think I can do school, now. I think I can handle it. Because I've got to get through the rest of this year, no matter what. So I just hope I can suck it up and keep it together long enough to wrestle some decent grades this semester, and keep my good streak going. I did an audition tape for Tisch on Saturday, and entrusted it to my dad to send off. That's one more application down. Three more that I MUST finish off within the next two days or so, which should be no problem considering they're all nearly completely filled out anyways, and then I will be done with everything. Whoo! Then I just have to sit back, and wait for all the colleges to decline me. x___x; I have been on a plane since 4:30 this morning. The Legolas on my calender is staring at me in this really creepy, sort of suggestive way. I need breakfast, and a shower. Mwah! <3 10:10 AM is it enough to die? 3.10.2003 Holy shit, are blogs working again? O_o;; Anyways. WHY is that I've never seen that animated GGX2 preview thingy, before? Dear lord. ::orgasms:: In other news, I am just... sick. Sick sick Jojo. Been in bed all weekend with what my mother now thinks is the flu, listening to my roommates and all their drunk friends be loud and abnoxious. So, I got no sleep. Of course. I feel like shit. I HATE drunk people. And roommates. ROAR. 3:04 PM is it enough to die? 2.23.2003 LOL Oh dear Lord, I am such a freak. <3 7:06 PM is it enough to die? 2.15.2003 Whoo, look at me! I'm on a roll. I wanna see how long I can keep up this constant posting thing. Mike made me a Cowboy Bebop mix. It's SO good. I've been listening to it obsessively for the last day. I think perhaps, this weekend, if both of us don't have too much studying to do, I'll get him to order a pizza with me, and we'll watch some of the series again. Maybe some Trigun, too. Maybe I'll get around to showing him the Utena movie! He'd love it. I know he will. He's a guy, after all. e.e; It's so odd, I can remember when anime was, like. My life. Well, not really, but I thought about it so much more than I do, now. I go to conventions and sortof feel like I've strayed back into a memory, back into a younger me. I don't really want to lose touch with that little piece of my life. I shall make some costumes this summer, I shall go to more cons. And try to get people to come with me. And all will be well. Still have to get to Yaoi con, soon. :B I suppose that's all for now. More later. I need to wake up, and try to do something productive with my day... yeah, right. x____x;; How well do I know me? Pretty well. Nothing will come of this weekend. I'll procrastinate, and get nothing done, and then not get into college anywhere, and angst over it and be miserable for the rest of my life e.e; ... Really hope I can get some stuff done, this weekend. 12:21 PM is it enough to die? 2.10.2003 Okay. Real post time. I feel bad that Mar went to all the trouble to make this blog for me, and how pretty it is, and I hardly ever use it. I can't help it that i like lj .___.; I've put alot of work into it. I don't know. I want to try and start posting here at least once a week, though. Maybe more. There's no real reason why I can't keep them both up. The last thing I ever really needed was for those heart pains I've been having to come back, but come back they did. Probably the worst it's ever been, last night. They lasted for about ten hours, kept me up all night writhing in pain, and gave me a bloody nose before the night was out. I couldn't go to classes this morning, couldn't get through to my parents to tell them about in for a good few hours, which was really annoying and only causing me to freak out more, and finally ended up having to walk to the university hospital by myself. I've been seeing specialists and doctors since the beginning of the summer, and no one can tell me what it is, so they've all just copped out and pinned it on stress, saying that all I need to do is calm down and go do some yoga, or something. That's really what they said. And it pisses me off, to no end. I've had enough of being poked and prodded and x-rayed, I'd actually like some real answers. The doctor at the hospital today couldn't tell me what was causing it, but at least he did let me talk about what I thought it was and wasn't, and he agreed with me that it didn't sound like it was caused by stress. And he gave me some thoughts on what he thought could cause it, and said he'd check them out and call me back. Nice guy. :) So it could possibly be caused by the hereditary migraines I get, from my mother. He also found that all the joints connecting my ribs to the sternum are completely inflamed and swollen. Ick. I have to get doped up on ibuprofin three times a day for the next week, and then go in for another checkup. I might also have to get a second EKG, and possibly meds. I'm tired, my ribcage aches, I have a headache, and I still have a shitload of laundry and homework to do. Grar. In other news, my friend Chelsea is totally turning me punk. I find it kindof funny, that over the past semester I've come on my way to becoming this total cutesy punk/emo girl. But I love it. I love the scene. I love all my punk rock friends, I love the music. I definately love the shows. I've started going to concerts almost every week, now. I've got tons of new fav bands. It's a blast. Saw Motion City Soundtrack last night, which was so fun. Mike and I crowd surfed, and then I punched a guy for trying to cop a feel. :D I am oddly proud of myself. What else. Starting up the new job for sure on Wednesday. I hate working, I really hate working, especially this boring library junk, but it's money and I need it, because I hate being broke even more. I already feel ridiculously guilty that my parents are paying so much money to send me to school here, and everything else. I feel so bad having to ask them for money. Auditions for two colleges are in coming up soon. Beginning of March, and end of March. I'm so nervous. So SO nervous. I'm terrified. I backed out of my auditions completely last year, because I was so scared. Only this time I can't back out, because my parents are flying me home to go to them, for God's sake. And I'm totally unprepared so far, I haven't done much work on them and I can't find a teacher or theatre student anywhere in the school who could help coach me on my monologues. I really need the help. I'm so afraid I'll do badly. My two top choices out of the schools I'm applying to are the ones that require auditions. And what if I don't get in anywhere? I'd rather go home and face the shame of not going to college and living at home, than stay here for four years. I couldn't handle that. I lose all control of myself, when I'm out here all alone. 5:09 PM is it enough to die? 2.6.2003 I AM TRYING TO MAKE A GGX MOOD THEME SET FOR MY LJ AND I HAVE SPENT HOURS ON THIS ALREADY AND FOR THE LIFE OF ME IT REFUSES TO WORK AND I AM FUCKING GIVING UP FOR TONIGHT. ARGH. STUPID BLOODY CODES. 10:33 PM is it enough to die? 1.29.2003 Goddamit, I really want to cosplay someone from GGX [read: Dizzy] but I'm too fucking chubby for it. I hate the world. Will have to settle with Kotoko instead, which will be obscenely cute, but the wig is going to be a pain in the ass. 2:42 PM is it enough to die? 1.24.2003 Fuck. I'm sick. And miserable. A big old stressed, fucked up, sick pile o' Jojo. Blagh. ::cries:: 10:14 PM is it enough to die? 1.22.2003 Which Guilty Gear X character are you? Which Guilty Gear X character are you? ... Okay. I know I'm somewhere between these two, and I'm not sure whether to be obscenely amused, or terrified of myself... 1:27 PM is it enough to die? 1.7.2003 Jojo's general mood towards a select chunk of the planet's population, at the moment: Grrrrrrr. 12:48 AM is it enough to die? 12.26.2002 Wheee, I have a laptop! :D Laptop laptop laptop. I luv Christmas ^__^ Now I can download lots of lovely things, rather than having people send me everything, and everyone can stop making fun of me for being a Mac lover. :P 2:01 PM is it enough to die? 12.23.2002 Really scary realization, by two of my friends: My family is The Osbournes, only with less money. ... God, I hate my life, sometimes. 9:23 PM is it enough to die? Whee, I am finally home for the holidays. :D :D :D A whole fucking MONTH away from Wisconsin, Land of The Drunks, yo. Rah, come manga shopping with me, because I swear you're the only person I know in NY who still likes manga. ;___; 12:00 PM is it enough to die? 12.14.2002 Bored. Putting off studying for finals and working out. :D Quizzes~: FFX: Auron O_o; Saiyuki: Hakkai Guilty Gear Guy: Testament >.>;; Guilty Gear Gal: Millia Rage FF villian: Kuja XD Harry Potter: ....ROFL Gilderoy Lockhart x_x; Muppet: Janice (who the fuck is Janice...? >.o;) 12:56 PM is it enough to die? 12.11.2002 ::dying:: Oh Lord, Idiotbox. Every time I read that thing I go insanse with laughter for about twenty minutes for each post. I want to be on it, but somehow my life is nowhere near as interesting... Jojo: ::reads:: Idiotbox: ::smite!:: 8:42 PM is it enough to die? ::dying:: Oh Lord, Idiotbox. Every time I read that thing I go insanse with laughter for about twenty minutes for each post. I want to be on it, but somehow my life is nowhere near as interesting... Jojo: ::reads:: Idiotbox: ::smite!:: 8:41 PM is it enough to die? 12.10.2002 WHY ARE THOSE LKHFDLSING CHOCOBOS SO FDHGSLJING BLOODY IMPOSSIBLE TO CATCH?! Do they WANT me to just give up?!?! ::blows Chocobo's brains out:: 10:17 PM is it enough to die? 12.3.2002 Oh yes, it's also time to do some tackboard-above-my-bed re-arranging, because I got an Alucard poster while I was in NYC, and I need to put it up, so it can drip apsolute sketch all over my room. XB 3:40 PM is it enough to die? Well, I got home from vacation last night at 1:30 in the morning, exhausted and sure that I looked completely emaciated enough to scare little children, to an inch and a half of snow on the ground. It scares me a little. Not the snow, per se, but the fact that we're slowly getting closer and closer to the dreaded Wisconsin Winter people have been telling me so much about. I'm ordering a pair of Uggs today, because they're the coolest fluffly boots ever, and they'll save me from the cold. Yes, they will. ;_; I also think I've got the Hot Topic job in the bag, because I had a message waiting for me from the assistant manager there, saying that they were interested in having me work for them, and that I should call to iron out details. So I think that's a good thing. Things I must do: go across the street to get my hair trimmed(the split ends have GOT to go), order some MK stuff before Reive has my head, call Hot Topic, order boots, unpack... I think that is all. Oh yes, and pick out classes because I have to register on Thursday x.x;; ::frets:: Early New Years resolutions: Save money. Save save save. Learn to budget money. Budget budget budget. Remember to use my blog more, before I start making Mar feel bad. Actually start going to the gym on a regular basis, even though I've been saying I'm going to do that since the beginning of the school year, and it hasn't happened yet e.e; Jojo: I'm going to work out and get in shape, so I'm not a fat slob!! .... ::eats pizza:: 3:37 PM is it enough to die? 11.26.2002 WTF is up with my tagboard.... >.o 6:23 PM is it enough to die? 11.23.2002 Netzach's character design is done XD;; and it looks -good-. Woo, what little artistic ability I have is being -nice- to me, today! ;_; ::dance:: Now, all I have to do is the actual app. x.x; 6:11 PM is it enough to die? 11.22.2002 Dyed my hair again. Because it was massively horrible. Had it done at the new Aveda salon across the street, with this really nice woman who likes Tool. XD Now my hair is a lovely dark, ruby color, and I can't stop playing with it, because it's soft and I straightened it. Hoping one of the jobs with Hollister, Gap, or Hot Topic pan out. I so need the money. And I wish they would all stop being such dicks and just give me a bloody job. It's not my fault, because I'm -trying-. I've trekked back and forth to the mall about five times in the last two weeks. Argh. First photo shoot of my modeling career is tomorrow at noon. Whee. Everyone wish me luck~ 4:31 PM is it enough to die? 11.6.2002 Okay, so. I have dyed my hair. And it's faded a little since these pictures were taken: http://www.livejournal.com/talkpost.bml?journal=princessdahlia&itemid=32921 But still. I think I look hot. Sorta. Maybe... 5:37 PM is it enough to die? 11.4.2002 Look, I'm updating!! I'm a ho, and I'm updating. Rarg. Rarg @ you all. Spent the weekend with my daddy, which was lovely and fun and we drove to Milwaukee two days in a row, and I have more wonderful clothes with which to be punky in with Chelsea. Life is going good, again. Figured out what to do about classes: going to be a part-time student for the rest of this semester, because I've dropped all the classes I can't stand, and then I'll make the credits up next semester and over the summer. I've got lots of cool, fun friends now. Mike is coming home with me for Thanksgiving~! :D Tomorrow: The job hunt is on, again. Whoo. Wish me luck. 3:17 PM is it enough to die? 10.7.2002 I feel nice and accomplished. Had a wodnerful weekend with mum, and now have cowboy-ish shirt, and cool Dickies dress and striped tights to wear tomorrow. Went to the mall to have an interview for a Hot Topic job, which went well, an then wandered into Suncoast. Wandered out again with a Hellsing DVD and free stuff: There is now a Hellsing Oganization patch on my bag and a shiny holographic poster on my wall. Alucard is casting lots of sketchiness down on my room. I feel like Roni and Cali and Mar would be so proud of me... The cover of the DVD also scared one of my suitemates. " O_o;; Whoa... why is he licking himself like that?!" Going to sports bar tonight to eat dinner and watch the Packers game and generally be very roudy and stupid. Not that it'll get me a boyfriend. But I hope it'll fun. if nothing else, I'll get to eat nice greasy food. 6:38 PM is it enough to die? 10.1.2002 -I'm feeling very off kilter today. Not in a good way. I'm getting worse. So I made an appointment to see a counselor on Friday x.x; Guh. -I seem to have suddenly caugh the chills... -Reeshee is making me such a pretty website :D -AWA wasn't too bad. And now my suitemate has a new computer, so I can finally watch all the many DVDs I bought. -It's very pretty here. And while I love my pretty blog and will continue to post in when I can, these things still confuse the hell out of me. I won't ever be giving up my LJ. So the whore and I will just forever stay on LJ together. Because the whore happens to be my best friend. 7:20 PM is it enough to die? 9.20.2002 Look, I'm posting! First post, yay! :D Mar, thank you, I love and worship you endlessly, this thing is just fucking gorgeous and amazing. I'm all full on pizza. And I'm uninteresting. Because I have nothing better to say. That is all. ::bows:: 10:30 PM is it enough to die?

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